Summer began with a death and ended on a party bus.
I don’t know how to adequately answer the question “How are you?” because I’m not really sure I know the answer. I think it’s something like “I think okay compared to how I thought I would be, but definitely feeling unmoored and moody and 10x more anxious than usual along with enduring waves of guilt and/or sorrow that rush over me at any given moment.
I’ve been dreaming of her and I wake up feeling both happy and sad.
Cohesive thoughts will come in time.